child’s heart

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(meine) families, Angels, Jacob Ladegaard, Raúl di Blasio, Sacred darkness

three fathers and one mother within a few years

first he lost the father of his heart, his uncle
then the biological father
then the one who adopted him as an infant
recently the only woman he knew as mother

all of them in challenging roles
bitterness, despair, his companions
now his decline threatening many

how can we keep from praying
thanking Heaven for all
such brave souls

beloved inner children
always divinely embraced

Mighty wings enfolding
here for our own unfolding

💚🙏

november on the verge of august

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(im)personally, (meine) families, Guns N' Roses, Kfir Ochaion, Sacred darkness, Yuval Salomon

💛🙏

Trennungsschmerz

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(im)personally, (meine) families, Angels, Γεράσιμος Ευαγγελάτος, Θέμης Καραμουρατίδης, Νατάσσα Μποφίλιου, Marina Kaiser, Sacred darkness

Σ’ έχω βρει και σε χάνω

Translated lyrics

I have found you and I am losing you, borrowed presence
I have so many things to do, and all of it so empty

I go wherever you are, with no reason to be there
I hang out with your friends, just to be keeping in touch

Some days I hear your voice in the silence
You’ve been gone for days now, and I am still with you

I tell you good morning and I ask you how you are
You are still here, please don’t run away, I love you

I try to forget, but something always happens
I touch anything beautiful and it just seems to freeze

I have found you and I am losing you
I have found you…
And I am losing you…

I have found you and I am losing you, you, my constant beacon
In my life everything nice and orderly, but my heart in disarray

You have grown like a habit, I cannot talk of much else
I lend you truth so you can pay the lie

Some nights out in the streets I bump into you
The alone are cars, and relationships collisions

Our old hangouts are still my places of choice
I said I will change, and the more I change, the more we look alike

I have found you and I am losing you
I have found you…
And I am losing you…
I have found you and I am losing you

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Lyrics by Gerasimos Evangelatos, translated by Leon Hieros

Song performed by Natassa Mpofiliou

ANGEL OF PERMEABILITY

See in your mind’s eye yourself as a sieve!
Let everything that is not good for you,
flow through you and away.

When something weighs you down, ask yourself:
“Is this really essential to me?”

Der Liebhaber allen Lebens
durch Marina und Leon
für Dich!

🌞

Instead of words

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(im)personally, (meine) families, Inessa Galante, Latvian National Symphony Orchestra, Vladimir Vavilov

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A Band of Women

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(im)personally, (meine) families, Sophie Bashford

Although my soul now wears a male body, this resonates so deeply with me, since in this life there has been a female-to-female recognition with someone I dearly love; a soul recognition; a mutually deeply felt mother-and-daughter one, both of us quietly doing our very best in tying off karmic loose ends, which has me praying with this writer:

Goddess, use me as an instrument of Your love.

Show me how I can best heal myself and the world.

Give me Your holy assignments, so that my life can deeply serve.

Thank you.

Be you a woman or a man, may it humbly powerfully serve you too for the highest good of all:

A Band of Women, by Sophie Bashford

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Our story has no beginning here

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(meine) families, Kai Engel

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for Everything

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(im)personally, (meine) families, (Through the) Physical, Sacred darkness, Self-union

C… mein Seelchen und liebstes GOTTES Schatz! Wir brauchen überhaupt nichts. Stay rooted in your personal power, my Dearest. Let us leave in God’s care all our J…s and T…s and every external one and every external thing for a while. Close your eyes now for a few seconds and FEEL how deeply, eternally loved you are. I close my eyes with you and feel the same.

💜🙏

Let us connect with our Source my love, with our Higher Selves and our One Source, for that is anyway how you and I are connected. How any two or more people are truly connected above all the emotional and mental noise, beyond all illusions. There is no other way to connect, so let us become AWARE of this together right now. Let us do this slowly. Read slowly, breathe slowly and steadily. If you need to cry, cry. Just stop and cry, cry feeling with all your soul’s beauty: “Thank you my God for everything, for everything leads me back to you in me. Thank You my God for Everything.”

Shed all the tears you need to, and then relax, drink some lukewarm water, let your body find its balance, and start over. Sit up straight, breathing really slowly and steadily until you can go through this paragraph once without interrupting:

(Breathe in:) Thank you for your breath my God, (breathe out:) I am nothing but your breath, (breathe in:) I let myself be breathed by you, (breathe out:) you are my love and nourishment, (breathe in:) and everyone else’s too; (breathe out:) from our first breath to our last, (breathe in:) You are our Love and Nourishment; (breathe out:) from our first to our last breath and beyond, (breathe in:) We Are One with You, (breathe out:) Our Source; Our Ever-Loving Source. (Breathe in:) Thank you for your breath my God, (breathe out:) I am nothing but your breath, (breathe in:) I let myself be breathed by you, (breathe out:) you are my love and nourishment, (breathe in:) and everyone else’s too; (breathe out:) from our first breath to our last, (breathe in:) You are our Love and Nourishment; (breathe out:) from our first to our last breath and beyond, (breathe in:) We Are One with You, (breathe out:) Our Source; Our Ever-Loving Source. (Breathe in:) Thank you for your breath my God, (breathe out:) I am nothing but your breath, (breathe in:) I let myself be breathed by you, (breathe out:) you are my love and nourishment, (breathe in:) and everyone else’s too; (breathe out:) from our first breath to our last, (breathe in:) You are our Love and Nourishment; (breathe out:) from our first to our last breath and beyond, (breathe in:) We Are One with You, (breathe out:) Our Source; Our Ever-Loving Source.

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I go clean our building now. For the next almost three hours, I will be thanking our God with you for Everything.

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Love Is Heard

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(meine) families, Alfred Noyes, Angels, Jake Runestad, Luxus Lazarz, Stellenbosch University Choir, VOCES8

How wonderful and gentle this memory [of divine love] can unfold in us. Be welcome child, she calls to us and continues to speak, your home is the peace of God, there is neither time nor dream. Only love is your reality here, and love is so alive that it needs no sleep. This is true, and we are living it, because it is God’s plan. The only plan which can never fail.

Luxus Lazarz

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this Christmas I thanked God

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(im)personally, (meine) families, Angels, Christ Jesus, National Academic Choir of Ukraine, Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, St John Chrysostom

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More than enough

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(im)personally, (meine) families, (Through the) Physical, Sacred darkness, Smiles

💛🙏