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The language of descent

02 Friday Apr 2021

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On this Good Friday in these pandemic times….

We seldom go freely into the belly of the beast. Unless we face a major disaster like the death of a friend or spouse or loss of a marriage or job, we usually will not go there. As a culture, we have to be taught the language of descent. That is the great language of religion. It teaches us to enter willingly, trustingly into the dark periods of life. These dark periods are good teachers. Religious energy is in the dark questions, seldom in the answers. Answers are the way out, but that is not what we are here for. But when we look at the questions, we look for the opening to transformation. Fixing something doesn’t usually transform us. We try to change events in order to avoid changing ourselves. We must learn to stay with the pain of life, without…

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Once you are accustomed to abiding in your true nature

02 Friday Apr 2021

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Rupert Spira, SATSANGS/RETREATS, Self-union

I’d like to check out my experience of awareness, and my understanding of my personal tendencies with it. So, over the years and the different paths I’ve been on, there are people who have a more vibrant inner life –just by nature; they feel more, they experience more, internally– and I’m not one of those people. I have a very quiet inner life; much more engaged externally. So, when I go to awareness, this is kind of another version of the void experience we heard about a little bit earlier. My experience of awareness is infinite, certainly; without lack, certainly; but I wouldn’t give it attributes –and I know happiness is just a placeholder, right?– I wouldn’t give it attributes of peace. Because that implies a particular feeling. And it’s actually quite a “feeling less” state, when I go to awareness. I don’t have… That’s OK with me, as long as that’s OK. OK? [Man and audience laugh, Rupert nods] So, I’m OK being there, and it’s a good place to be, and it informs my world and it helps me engage in my life better.

Over the years, I’ve had a few handfuls of experience, with awareness, that have been rich. And profoundly peaceful. And profoundly unified. There was only one experience; and it was me; and there was nothing else. And so, the way that I’m kind of putting this together, is that the one experience that I have, is only one experience, but it’s kinda like the volume of a good set of speakers: sometimes the volume is down, and sometimes the volume is up. In my particular experience, it’s mostly quite quiet. It’s still there, I can access it any time I want, it’s consistent, it’s right there for me, but it’s usually not one that I would again apply these attributes of happiness or peace to. It’s just that: still, silent completeness. So I guess I would like your feedback on that.

Yes. Yeah. The reason we describe awareness as being innately peaceful and happy, is in reference to the previous agitation and sense of lack. So if you have previously been very agitated and you trace your way back to your self, and you find no agitation in your self, in contrast to the previous agitation, we call the nature of our self, peace. Likewise, previously there was the sense of lack –in other words, we were suffering and we were constantly trying to fulfill our sense of lack in the world– we trace our way back to our self, and when we, so to speak, “get to our self”, we find no sense of lack there. So the word we use to describe the absence of the sense of lack, is happiness. So the words peace and happiness are only used in reference to the previous agitation and lack.

Once you are accustomed to abiding in your true nature, and the agitation and the sense of lack is no longer experienced, or very rarely experienced, there are no longer there in your experience to contrast your current experience, and then it is no longer necessary to refer to your self as being inherently peaceful or happy.

Okay. And those handfuls of experiences where the volume is turned up, as… – not that they’re other than awareness, but do occasionally, rarely but occasionally, have a more intense experience of that place… How does that work?

That could be an example of Walter Kiers’ comment that I mentioned a few days ago, where “Happiness is peace in motion and peace is happiness at rest”. This would be –if you allow me to use the word peace to describe the normal experience of being aware– more neutral…

Okay.

… this nice phrase that Walter Kiers used, “Happiness is peace in motion”. When that experience bubbles up, so to speak, or in your language, “when the volume goes up”, it is experienced as happiness. But in fact, even that is only said in reference to your objective experience, because the experience of being aware is always the same experience; the volume never really goes up or down. It’s never really more or less intense.

So, if awareness is infinite –using the metaphor of the river, it seems to me that we might have a surface-level touch, or a deeper-level touch with awareness– if it’s infinite, and expansive, then might we not have different experiences of the intensity, or volume, of the awareness itself?

The fact that being aware is always the same experience –there are no degrees of being aware, there are only degrees of what we are aware of– so the difference in intensity that you are referring to, I think is the difference in the intensity of the effect that your knowledge of yourself has on your body and your mind. And that gives rise to a varying degree of emotion; you may feel a heightened degree of emotion at some stage, compared to your normal, rather neutral stage. But this is not a heightened experience of being aware, it’s a heightened effect of the fact of being aware on your bodymind. So it is your emotion, your feeling, that is heightened; it’s not the fact of being aware that is heightened.

Hm. So it really is just this constant, most familiar…

Yeah.

… most normal…

Yeah. Yeah.

… most…

Yeah. It never evolves, it has no degrees of intensity… It’s like the sun; it just always shines with the same brightness.

OK.

We could legitimately say, there are various degrees of the veiling of our true nature, depending on the opacity of our thoughts and feelings. And therefore, as we approach our true nature, as the opacity begins to fade, we may feel that our true nature is getting brighter and brighter and brighter. Just as when the clouds begin to disperse, we feel that the sun gets brighter; and the sun doesn’t really get brighter, although it seems to.

So it could be that this… –that’s another… I still think my first suggestion is probably the correct one in your case– but it could also be that you are actually seeing yourself more and more clearly; but I don’t think that’s the case, because I get the feeling that when you say you have the experience of being aware, that’s just the full experience of being aware. I think it’s the effect –particularly if you tend to be a rather quiet person on the inside, with not a lot of intensity of emotion– that sometimes the impact of being knowingly the presence of awareness reverberates in your body and your mind, and there is a heightened emotion of happiness or joy. It’s not a heightened experience of awareness.

That does it. Thank you.

Rupert Spira transcribed by Leon Hieros

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Make God –call Him by any name you like– the goal and purpose of your existence.

01 Thursday Apr 2021

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P. S. R. – Ernakulam

Beloved Ram,

Indeed Sri Ram is the sole doer. His Divine Shakti is alone responsible for all activity, movement and change in this universe of name and form. So the ego sense is utterly false. Complete surrender to the Divine Will or Shakti brings about our identification in spirit with the changeless and immortal Truth. Bhakti is the beginning; Bhakti is the end. In the middle, there is Jnana which gives us the knowledge of immortality, of our oneness with God. Bhakti leads to Jnana; but even afterwards, Bhakti continues, elevated, enlarged and enlightened. It gives us the universal vision of God. God is the friend of all creatures. He is all-loving and all-merciful. He is our master and mother. We are His servants and children. We can be His true servants and children, ever fearless and always blissful, only when we have realised, through love, our oneness with Him, Him who is within and without, and everywhere.

Ramdas4-7-1928 [p. 13*]

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M. B. S. R. – Bangalore

Beloved Ram,

Bhakti is the beginning; Bhakti is the end. Bhakti is the way; Bhakti is the goal. Jnana and Karma are only necessary props on which is hoisted the majestic dome of Bhakti. God says, “I am the same to all beings but My devotees are dear to Me”. So, true devotion is based on the equality of vision. Samadarshan gives knowledge and peace. Bhakti gives pure love and Premanand. Knowledge enlightens and upholds; devotion yields thrills of joy and ecstasy. The two combined make Purna Yoga. Behold God as all, and still be His child and servant. You are at once He and His child. God is His own devotee. He is a mystery, but a revealed mystery – revealed in love and joy.

To be ever singing His name and glories is to be in tune with Him. Beloved Ram is captured within our heart. “Where can You go, O Beloved? Thou art always in Thy child.”

Surrender to Him, and He looks after you, plans and arranges everything for the best for you. He is the all-loving Divine Mother.

The Ashram is always ringing with Bhajan. Hundreds of Rams come here every day. O Ram, all glory to Thy name!

Don’t give up evening Bhajan. All of you join in it. More and more of Nam Sankirtan or Smaran together! Let the Name ring, and ring on, to awaken in the hearts of you all, the inexpressible bliss of Prem.

Love to you all!

Ramdas 7-7-1928 [p. 15*]

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P. S. R – Ernakulam

Beloved Ram,

The only prayer of a Bhakta to God is made in this strain: “O God, keep Thy sweet name always on my lips; may my heart be ever filled with Thy Prem!” To love Him with all our heart is the supreme joy of this life. Let us exclaim with rapture, “O Sri Ram, Thou art mine, and I am Thine, for ever and for ever.”

Nowadays, Ramdas can scarcely stand on his legs without his starting on a dance. Sri Ram’s Prem is tingling in every vein of his body; and Ramdas dances, lost in ecstasy. The mere sound of His name sends thrills of joy through Ramdas. Sri Ram is “Prem’.

[…] Your kind and loving letter to hand. You are He. You are He. Ramdas and Ram are one, not two. So, Ramdas is in the hearts of all. All hearts are His. Ramdas dwells in Him. O, the mystery of mysteries! Thou art all and Thou art One.

Ramdas 14-7-1928 [p. 16*]

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P. S. R. – Nasik

Beloved Ram,

Truly, unquenchable faith in and love for God is the only object of our life. Let us pray to Him to grant us His unbroken remembrance. To fulfil this prayer, He brings about such changes in our life as to enable us to be in touch with Him always. Here He proves to us that He is infinitely kind. Verily, He is kindness and love itself.

Ramdas – -1928 [p. 17*]

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P. S. R. – Ernakulam

Beloved Ram,

It is He who gives us every situation and every change. He knows what is good for us. His main object is to draw us towards Him. He brings about all the incidents in our life to fulfil this purpose of His. Our attachment to the ever-changing and perishable forms about us is the cause of our misery. We ignore the fact that whatever is born must die. Let us ask ourselves, “Is it then worthwhile to be attached to the inconstant and transient things?” The Eternal has no death, and the perishable cannot escape dissolution. Then why grieve over the dead! Let us not forget that we came alone into the world and that we shall depart also alone from it. We never bring with us our vaunted wealth and our relations, and when we give up this earthly life, we take them not with us either. God is the beginning; God is the end. Let us realise God also in the middle state in which we are. The question naturally arises, “Why this life at all?” It is intended solely for striving to reach Him, and for transforming, in that striving, all our trials and sufferings into joy by the touch of our single-hearted devotion to Him. When we are on this path of devotion, it is truly a joy to live in whatever position God places us. Hence it is that Bhaktas did not desire for a complete absorption in God, i.e., Moksha, but prayed to Him to grant them as many lives or births as He willed, provided He made them live for His love alone. Then again the question, “Why should He have left so many beings in utter ignorance of His love and the resulting bliss?” His Maya is mysterious. To probe deeper into the question brings to light the subtlest truth that He alone is the sole actor behind this variegated and multiple veil of Maya. He, the Supreme One, pretends to be all, in their varied masks, nature and activity. Whatever it is, ours is not to puzzle our puny intellect with the questions. We know that He is pure love, and that our salvation lies in our complete submission to Him. Let us be His ignorant children, ever basking in the rays of His unbounded love and grace. He is dwelling in our hearts always.

Ramdas 27-7-1928 [p. 22*]

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B.M. – Mohol

Beloved Ram,

When the Name begins to work in the mind, automatically peace settles upon it. All actions proceeding from this calm state of mind become naturally pure and therefore beneficent. A constant watch upon our actions is still necessary, lest we might do such acts as would throw us into forgetfulness of God. Let us not fret over situations that God has given us….. It is a mistake to think that by mere change of situation or activity we can attain to peace. Ramdas, by His will, now stays in a newly built Ashram, called “Anandashram”. As usual, Ramdas is swimming in a veritable ocean of love and joy. His kindness and love are boundless.

Ramdas 29-7-1928 [p. 24*]

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K. G. P. – Puttur

Beloved Ram,

The Lord is Infinite Love. Our body is the temple. Our heart is the throne. And He, the supreme Paramatman, is seated on this throne in all His magnificence and glory. His Divine Power or Shakti is responsible for all activity, movement and change in the universe.

Sages point out surrender to God’s will, i.e., to His Power or Shakti, as the path of Self-realisation. This surrender is effected only by the total eradication of the ego. Let us know once for all that we are merely instruments in His hands. He is the Sutradhari and we are every second being made to dance like puppets to His will. Consciousness of this truth must be with us always. Hence we are asked to keep up His remembrance unceasingly. Earthly honour and dishonour, praise and blame, loss and gain, should have no importance for us. Ours is to do the work entrusted to us by Him in the field of action in which He has chosen to place us.

Bhakta is He; Bhagawan is He. As Bhakta, He pretends to be different from Himself; though Bhagawan, He pretends to be seeking Himself. Wonderful is His Lila!

Let us give up all doubts, fears and anxieties, and merge our mind in the sweet sound of His glorious name. Let us sing, with all love and devotion, His great attributes. He is our Mother. We are His children. He is our all in all. Life is sweet and blessed when it is lived for His sake. There is nothing so blissful as devotion to His lotus feet. All glory to Him and His name.

Ramdas 1-8-1928 [p. 26*]

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P. S. R. – Ernakulam

Beloved Ram,

Whatever you do is done by Prakriti, with ego-sense or without it. So, external renunciation of work, in which God has engaged us, is not necessary. No action by itself is sinful. No field of work is undesirable. Our ignorance, the cause of misery, consists in our thinking “I”, the individual, as the doer of work. No change of situation can bring us peace and rest unless, simultaneously with the change, the ego-sense of actorship also vanishes away.

You simply play the part that Prakriti has set for you. Play it out as Her work. When She chooses to change the game, you slip naturally into the change. You have no right to judge if the work She has put you to, is proper or improper, right or wrong. No discarding it! It is simply Her work and you do it. So with all your physical, vocal and mental functions. They are all Hers. No sin, no merit; it is all He and She. Narada, in his Bhakti Sutra, gives the true nature of Bhakti in practical life. He says, he is a Bhakta who always remembers God and surrenders all his actions to Him.

Ramdas 27-8-1928 [p. 41*]

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P. S. S. R. – Ahmedabad

Beloved Ram,

May Sri Ram bless you all!

“Courage, brother, do not stumble,
Though thy path be dark as night.
There is a star to guide the humble.
Trust in God and do the right.”

Our goal here is to seek rest in activity. In the rush of movement and work, find the haven of peace and joy. Identifying yourself with the Immortal, do all work as His worship, as His service. This is Yoga. Shrink not. Faint not. Trust the Almighty Lord of the worlds. He is in you; you are in Him; He and you are one. Whatever work God provides you, do it dispassionately – yourself, a mere instrument, with God’s power or Shakti as the doer. God is love; He is in your heart. Surrender to Him. Let Him be your guide and master in all matters. Give up doubts, cares and fears.

Love to you and all.

Ramdas – -1928 [p. 46*]

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M. B. S. R. – Bangalore

Beloved Ram,

There is nothing to lose or gain in this life. We are ever dwelling in the consciousness of God. Our satisfactions or the reverse, relating to the perishable, are all ephemeral. The real is He, the immortal bliss and peace; and we are all He. Anandashram sees Ramdas dancing and playing in it like a child. No rules and no systems. Sri Ram has kept Ramdas under His law, which is a lawless law, which is joy – always joy. Love to you all.

Ramdas 23-9-1928 [p. 48*]

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G. P. B. – Orai

Beloved Ram,

Your letter gives a brief but masterly survey of the situation in which God has placed you at present. It is well that our intellect clearly perceives the issues and determines the possible avenues of approach to the solution of the tangled problem. But there is a limit to the mere calculation of the intellect. We can truly say of it, “Thus far thou shalt go, and no further”. Often our scientific methods, our deep laid plans, and our nicely worked out theories – all go to the winds, swept off by a power beyond our ken, which acts in its own inscrutable ways. Let us not reckon without the host. God is our guide. God is the motive power that drives us to action. What the intellect rejects as impossible is indeed possible in the divine dispensation. When He chooses, He works miracles and wonders, at which the acute scientist and the exact theorist stand aghast. And then it is, they flounder into the inexorable truth. What insignificant and erring mortals we are!

Let us humble ourselves before the Almighty Lord of the worlds, and pray to Him to use us as He wills, for the service of humanity. Such an occasion He has created for you. Be a mere instrument. Give up anxiety, fear and doubt. Let His divine energy work in you in its full and irresistible course.

The ideal you are seeking is within you. The perfected harmony and the ineffable peace are within you. The infinite power of God is within you. The eternal purity, wisdom and joy are within you. Be fixed up in the sublime Yoga, union with the great Ideal, and bring a divine touch to bear upon all your activities. The supreme fiat of Sri Krishna has gone forth: “To action you have the right, but not to the fruit thereof. Therefore fight.” So be it with you! May Sri Ram bless you! Love to you all.

Ramdas 26-9-1928 [p. 51*]

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P. S. R. – Ernakulam

Beloved Ram,

Reason and emotion are surely great aids; but we should remember that they are only means to an end. When they have served their purpose, if we still cling to them they prove as serious a hindrance as ignorance and callousness, to the attainment of the final liberation. Self-surrender means realising that our activity belongs to Shakti or Prakriti, and that we are the eternal, unaffected, immutable, blissful, peaceful Witness. Reason is not there to judge actions as right or wrong; and emotion that creates likes and dislikes has there no part to play. An action is only a movement of Prakriti, bereft of Gunas and Dwandwas. There is nothing to condemn, nothing to extol; all is the work of Shakti or Ishwara Lila.

So, beloved Ram, in Spirit you are immortal, in form you are changing. As former you are free, undefiled and changeless, a blissful witness of the passing phenomena of name and form. This phenomena is your own play. You dwell in all and you appear as all. You are both with form and without form. You are the watcher of your own Lila. The pleasure and pain belong to the passing appearance; but as the unchanging Atman you are the very essence of immortal bliss.

Ramdas – -1928 [p. 52*]

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J. E. K. – Aden

Beloved Ram,

The prompter of action is He; the doer also is He. It is He in movement, as also in rest. There is none but He. …..God’s name is most powerful. It dispels ignorance and gives knowledge. It breaks bondage and brings freedom. It destroys sorrow and yields bliss. The knowledge, freedom and bliss we realise are eternal. God is our father, mother, master, friend and all. …..When our longing to realise Him is intense, He comes to our rescue, without any doubt. He is the friend of the meek.

Take heart, beloved Ram. It is His will that you are what you are, and where you are. Submit to His will and be peaceful and cheerful.

Ramdas 2-10-1928 [p. 53*]

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P. S. R. – Ernakulam

Beloved Ram,

Your letters are always brilliant. They offer a beautiful commentary upon the words of Arjuna in the discourse between him and Sri Krishna. Arjuna was confronted with a problem similar to the one you are facing. The same reply briefly explained will suit the present purpose.

Arjuna, disgusted with the action he was engaged in, proposes to renounce it. But the Lord says, “Not so. Exchange of activity or inactivity or, for that matter, even substitution of one kind of activity for another kind is not the remedy.” As regards inactivity, the Lord declares, “This is impossible, because Prakriti is always at work. Even for the support of the body, some sort of activity is absolutely necessary.” Now a change in the form of activity is no solution, so long as one’s mentality remains unchanged; for, action in itself, whatever it is, is neither good nor evil. When the mind is free from the dual throng born of ignorance or Maya, no activity can fetter it, in whatever light ignorance may view it. So change of activity is not at all necessary. What is required is the renunciation of attachment from the mind.

Prakriti will force you to fight. So, fight you must. But, be in tune with the stainless Purusha and let Shakti or Para-Prakriti handle you as Her tool to do Her work. Then you act as though you do not act. As Purusha, the witness, you are non-doer, and as Prakriti or Shakti, you are the doer. “Behold action in inaction, and inaction in action.”

It is entirely true that, even after his realisation of Truth, a man may continue in the same vocation or form of activity as the one in which he was engaged previous to it. Then why seek or wish for an external change? It may come spontaneously by His will, or it may not. He knows best. All action, in whatever field, is the outcome of His Shakti. Let us realise that we live from moment to moment in the blissful union with Him, His Shakti doing all things in us and through us. He is the peace of our soul, the joy of our being. Every movement of ours is a thrill of His love and joy.

Your prayer has a crystalline ring of truth about it. You have been always an instrument in His hands, whether you know it or not. Know, now, once for all, that you have been so, and that at all times you will be so. Love and Namaskars to yourself.

Ramdas – -1928 [p. 54-55*]

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U.S.R. – Bombay

Beloved Ram,

Your letters are bubbling with Prem. Indeed every movement of our mind in thought, of our tongue in words, of our limbs in activity, is the play of Shakti. Shakti is nothing but God’s love. When we realise that all movement is a play of that supreme Love, we live continuously in a state of divine ecstasy, which is simply inexpressible. Prem fills us through and through. We are saturated with it. The quality of Prem is Anand. There is also the witness of this play of love or Shakti, namely the immutable, changeless, all-pervading, static aspect of our being, whose quality is ineffable peace. On this unaffected screen of Eternal Peace, dances, in flitting forms, Infinite Love producing the sweet intoxicating music of Anand.

Every particle of our body –as the whole universe– is thrilling with Sri Ram’s love. So there is nothing but Anand in all movement, change and activity. There is nothing but peace in the depths of all forms, the result of movement and change. So eternal peace-and-bliss is the only Reality.

The parcel of postcards and envelopes is also received. How kind

of you!

P. Sanjiv Rao is with us now. Indeed Prem comes to the Ashram in so many forms. Anand is added to Anand. It is like adding infinity to infinity.

Love and Namaskars to yourself.

Ramdas 10-10-1928 [p. 58*]

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M. B. S. R. – Bangalore

Beloved Ram,

When the Lord of the universe, Sri Ram, is dwelling ever in our hearts, how can we dare to call ourselves ”sinners”? It is all He, and His Shakti, which is the cause of all activity in the worlds and in us. We are merely instruments. We are what we are because He alone has made us so. We do as we do, because He wants us to act as we do, in all matters. He says, “I am seated in the hearts of all beings and things and by My power I make the entire wheel of the universal Lila revolve.” The ego is false. It is He everywhere, and in everybody.

Being enthroned as He is in our hearts, His grace is ever upon us. Sin and virtue, good and evil, are all mind-made. All activity in the universe belongs to His Divine Shakti, which is neither the one nor the other.

Ramdas – -1928 [p. 60*]

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P. N. R. – Puttur

Beloved Ram,

The ego or ignorance is utterly unreal. It is He, in separation, in union, in oneness. There is none but He. Co-existing with this immortal, immutable, unaffected and unattached witness, there is the universal, mutable aspect of God, manifested as the innumerable universes and all creatures and things in them. …..The calm, changeless Spirit witnesses the play of this Shakti or Power in manifestation. So, all movement, activity and work in the universe belong to this divine Shakti. The nature of Shakti is pure love and Anand. Her movements are only for the fulfilment of unity, harmony, love and Anand. The notion that I am the doer is a pure myth; the ego sense itself is a fabrication. Identification with the eternal witness, giving rise to knowledge, sublimates the unreal ego into the Divine Essence.

This is Moksha or liberation. It is not a state attained but realised, because we are always Mukta or free. There is nothing good, nothing bad. All, all is His doing. Let us rise above these harassing pairs of opposites. What does it matter whether the world blames or praises us? What is honour to us who are above them? These all pass away with the passing away of all things, and are cast into oblivion. Beloved Ram, give up anxiety and worry. The whole burden of the universe is on Him. Take it that yours also is on Him. All along, it has been nowhere else. It is He who guides, controls, protects us. Surrender completely to Him. Know, His will is done in all matters. He is all merciful and loving. He is the sole parent of the universe. We are His children. Since He is dwelling in our hearts, we are not sinners and have no cause to be unhappy and miserable. We are ever in blissful union with Him. All else is a passing show. May Sri Ram bless you with peace!

Ramdas – -1928 [p. 61*]

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P. S. S. R. – Calcutta

Beloved Ram,

It is perfectly true that Sri Ram’s gigantic Lila is wonderfully humorous. To look upon the whole thing as Lila, we must stand apart from it, identifying ourselves with the immutable, Eternal Witness, who is unaffected by, and unattached to, what is going on. All movement in the universe, i.e. all activity, motion and work, belong to God’s Will or Shakti. The individualities, I, you, and he, are all myths. It is all God’s will or Shakti. Identifying ourselves with the calm, equal, ineffable, all-pervading Spirit, the Witness, we rise above pleasure and pain, success and failure, gain or loss, praise and blame, honour and dishonour, like and dislike, etc., and look upon the world as play. There is nothing to be miserable or anxious about here. It is all the play of God’s power. We are merely Her instruments; and She uses us as She wills. No activity is then distasteful to us. In the depths of our being, we are ever fixed in absolute peace. We only look and watch unperturbed over our and others’ actions and movements determined by God’s Will, which has become our will. Actions do not, then, leave a stain or impression behind; they are spontaneous; there is no seeking for the result. And there does not exist even the pride of actorship.

Little Gurudutta is a little Ram, as you all are Rams. It is the divine Shakti that causes all his activity, which you call his mischief. His mischief reminds Ramdas of Krishna’s mischief. Take it, the child is a genius, God’s instrument. May He bless him! Love to you all.

Ramdas – -1928 [p. 62*]

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P. S. R. – Ernakulam

Beloved Ram,

Indeed the world is the manifestation of God, His love-form, His bliss-form. Union with Shakti through love is Bhakti. Identification with Purusha or Shiva is Jnana. Surrender to Shakti in action is Karma. The first and the last make for Anand, and the intervening one for peace. Accomplishment of any one of these leads to the attainment of the other two. He who has realised in himself the balance of all the three, is a perfect Yogi.

Bhakti without Jnana is either an imitation or an unsteady wave of passing emotion. Jnana without Bhakti is a tasteless and conceited thing. Jnana or Bhakti, without Karma, is a spiritually magnified selfishness.

Bhakti, Jnana, Karma, combined together, like the sherbet made in the Ashram (of water, lemon and sugar mixed together), produce the perfect and sweetest nectar of immortality. Your short stay in the Anandashram has left upon it a permanent impression of your presence. Divine love indeed is wonderfully impressive! Love and Namaskars to yourself.

Ramdas – -1928 [p. 63*]

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M. G. B. – Bombay

Beloved Mother,

May Sri Ram bless you all. Your loving letter to hand. Immortal joy and peace, purity and love – is ever dwelling within your heart, Oh mother. That is the imperishable Swarup of your Gopal. So, he resides ever in you and with you. In spirit we are ever one with our Beloved. Forms and bodies that are seen only by the mortal eyes are all transient and perishable. Your body and all bodies, just as Gopal’s assumed body, are bound to disappear in due time.

Knowing this truth, let us give up attachment to the mere physical, changing forms of the one immortal Spirit.

Your Gopal is alive in God, is one with God. That you are separate from him is ignorance. Physical bodies are of no account. In their very nature, they are perishable. To feel separation due to the destruction of the body is utter folly. Let us realise we are the immortal Atman, ever one with our Beloved. Death cannot separate us. We are the heirs of immortal joy and peace. Why forget this and be miserable for no reason at all? Oh mother, Shanti, Shanti, Shanti!

May Sri Ram grant peace to your soul. Take heart, mother. God-Gopal is always with you. Love and Namaskars to yourself.

Ever your child

Ramdas – -1928 [p. 66*]

(57)
Sri Shanti Vijayji, Mount Abu

Beloved Ram,

Dandawats at your holy feet.

Your love for your child, Ramdas, is indeed unlimited. You are Ramdas’ Divine Lord and Mother at once. For His wonderful Lila, the Absolute One has become Himself the Bhagawan and Bhakta, Guru and Chela, Lord and servant, and Mother and child. This assumption of duality, in eternal union and oneness of the two, is due to His will to enjoy Premanandam. In truth, all, all is He. The one chooses to be many. The one manifests as many. His infinite Prem and Anand are in His manifestation. In the form of Bhakta, He merges Himself in this boundless ocean of bliss and love. The multitudinous forms, beings, creatures and things in the universe are all He in His Self-expression, Self-revealment. Out of pure love, the mother brings forth the child, the expression of her love. The child is the flesh of her flesh, being of her being. Still there are two, the mother and the child, one and yet two. It is the one Atman, one Truth, that is both, at play, enjoying the bliss of immortal love. O, Lord of the worlds, wonderful is Thy Lila!

In the heart of child Ramdas, is seated the God of gods, the highest Truth, the transcendent Reality. The universe we behold is a mere speck in the infinite vastness of His Existence. He is purer than the purest, greater than the greatest, light of all lights, the inexpressible, grandest Truth. Child Ramdas is He, and everything that is, and is not, is He.

Your ever loving child and servant,

Ramdas 1-11-1928 [p. 68*]

(61)
B.G. – Konch

Beloved Ram,

Constant repetition of God’s sacred name gives us the inner sight. That is the path. Firm faith and continuous practice are what is wanted. Having these, the progress is easy and the goal is near.

Sing on His name, until the mind is filled with the sound of it, until the divine consciousness dawns upon you, until the latent springs of joy, love and peace have become manifest in you. The supreme truth awaits unfoldment in you; remove the barriers, the ego, ignorance and desires. Know, you are the imperishable Reality, the immortal Spirit, the deathless Existence. Sin, sorrow and fear cannot touch you. You are the ever-pure, the ever-shining, the ever-glorious Truth. You are Eternal Bliss, Love and Peace.

Ramdas – -1928 [p. 72*]

(62)
A. B. – Srinagar

Beloved Ram,

May Sri Ram bless you all. Your loving and pathetic letter to hand. Don’t be sorry, beloved Ram, that Ram could not make it convenient for you to visit Anandashram this time. Ram does everything for the best. It may be His will that you come here next time with family. May He grant you this opportunity and fulfil your ardent desire. Certainly, submission to His will at all times means patience, contentment and peace.

Let us not forget the truth that we are merely instruments in His hands, and that He alone determines all things for us. We have absolutely no reason to regret or feel disappointed over any happening. His will be done in all matters!

Ramdas looks upon your reference to “money” in your first letter as only belonging to the great play of Ram. He acts in various ways. There is nothing to be surprised at, or grieved at, in His doings. Truly, you are all He. All glory to Him. Om. Om. Om.

Love and Namaskars to yourself,

Ramdas 24-12-1928 [p. 73*]

(63)
R. G. N. – Bombay

Beloved Ram,

Your loving letter simply breathes the sweet perfume of divine love. When you extol Ramdas you are only becoming conscious of the ideal of love seated in your own heart. What a grand and exalted vision you ought to possess to behold in Ramdas such a pure and perfect ideal! Blessed are you! Verily, perfection is with you, and everywhere. Whatever you see, it is the image of that great and all-perfect Truth. You are not a whit less than P., A., J. and others. All of you are He.

Ramdas 11-1-1929 [p. 74*]

(64)
M. K. S. – Wadhwan

Beloved Ram,

Your letters are always sweetened with the nectar of divine love. When such pure love lightens your heart, where is the lack of strength and joy? The fount of immortal bliss is ever within you; you are that itself. Our real being is, indeed, an illuminated mass of eternal splendour and delight. Even as the waves are not different from the ocean, so the Lila or the manifestation, is only a series of vast movements of the Eternal Anandam which is at the base, heart and core of all things in the universe.

Behold in all movements of your mind and in all activities of your body nothing but the play of Anand.

Joy and grief, pain and loss, success and failure, virtue and sin are all mind-made. Supreme, everlasting joy is the only Reality. Realise that you are the blissful Atman – motion in external work, rest in the inner calmness of the Spirit. The Atman is the cosmic soul and your action belongs to the cosmic activity. Your physical body is but an instrument of the Divine. Let His power work through you, as He wills, unhampered by the ego-sense. Yours is to enjoy immortal joy, by complete surrender. Doubt not, fear not, worry not. Realise that He and His infinite power within you guide you, control you, and actuate you to do all things at all times. Rise above the conditioned conception of things, i.e., rise above the Gunas and Dwandwas.

First be the witness of your own and the world’s actions. Then identify yourself with Him who is both the witness and the world-actor.

Repetition of the holy Mantram purifies the mind. Satsang elevates you and grants you the right knowledge. Last comes Gurukripa; the awareness of it makes you realise that you are the embodiment of an eternal existence full of bliss and peace.

Ramdas has no command to leave Anandashram.

Ramdas 11-1-1929 [p. 75*]

(65)
M. M. G. – Puttur

Beloved Ram,

Ours is not to make other people rich and wise, but become wise ourselves, by serving humanity with all love and humility. Pray to God that you may be pure, noble and good.

Ramdas 11-1-1929 [p. 76*]

(66)
J. – Rawalpindi

Beloved Ram,

When the Lord of the universe is seated in our hearts, we have no reason to think that we are mean, sinful and despicable. It is His power, within and without us, that is the cause of all activity. Let us always recognise this truth and attain peace by perfect communion with Him, the Master of our existence, who is eternal bliss, peace, power and light.

Teach little Ramu that Ram is in his heart. He need not go in search of Him anywhere. May God bless him!

Ramdas 12-1-1929 [p. 77*]

(70)
A. B. – Jammu

Beloved Ram,

Your letters are always sweet, sweetened by your selfless love for this child of God – a God, who dwells in the hearts of us all, who is pure love and joy. He is within you – He is yourself – this is the truth! Ramdas’ stay with you in Kashmir was really a continued feast of love. Ram does not yet bid Ramdas to quit Anandashram. He seems to have fixed up Ramdas once for all. Never mind; he is ever with you. In bodies we are separate, but in Atman we are eternally united and one. How kind of Radhenath to remember Ramdas so much! How could Ramdas forget? The touch of Prem is indeed eternal.

Ramdas 30-1-1929 [p. 81*]

(71)
M. G. B. – Bombay

Beloved Mother,

May Sri Ram bless you all!

Your loving but sorrowful letter to hand. Ramdas has been all along speaking and writing to you on spiritual things, from his own experience of this life.

Ramdas is entirely in the hands of God. God alone is his great Teacher.

Based upon Ramdas’ experience, through which God made him pass, he is giving briefly in this letter, what should be our true outlook upon life.

The world with all beings and things in it is evanescent, and God alone is real, eternal and unchanging. All forms have a beginning and an end. Whatever is born is bound to perish and pass away. The sense of misery here is due to our attachment to the perishable forms. Our goal of life is to realise God, i.e., our immortality. In order to do that, we have to withdraw our mind from whatever is seen, which is transient, and direct it to Him –who is within us and pervades the entire universe– the one absolute Existence, the sole Reality. When the mind transcends name and form, it attains the vision of the Supreme. The joys and griefs relating to the external world are caused by the workings of the mind. Stop the restlessness of the mind, and the joys and griefs both cease to be, and are thereby proved to be entirely unreal. And a calmness settles upon the mind which is of the Eternal, of the Truth of our being. Hence, to lament over the loss of anything here is utter folly; only that which is by nature perishable has passed away. Behold, the whole universe is a huge passing show. In it, innumerable forms appear and disappear at every moment. This is the nature and order of all things. So instead of allowing ourselves to be upset by the change in the transient, let us strive to fix our mind upon the deathless, formless, eternal Truth. This is done only by stilling the mind – by the quieting of all waves of thought that trouble it. The path is the repetition of God’s name and meditation, and the surrender of all our actions to God.

We can realise fully the transitory and illusory nature of the world only when we have turned our mind to God. Then, taking our stand on the immortal, let us view the vast and changing play of the universe and remain unaffected by it. This is liberation.

There is no reason whatever to be miserable. We make ourselves miserable owing to our ignorance. Ignorance can go only when we approach God and surrender ourselves to Him. Then we discover we are unhappy for nothing at all, and that there is no more for us to be miserable for, hereafter. We are then ever peaceful and resigned.

This life is a splendid gift from God. It is not meant to be wasted away and torn to shreds by our dwelling upon unreal sorrows. God is indeed kind and all-loving. There is absolutely no doubt about this. Else, why should He give us blows and shocks in the shape of losses and calamities that wake us up from the dream of a fool’s paradise to the great Reality?

How can we know that He is all kindness and love, if He did not make us pass through trials and tribulations, so as to bring us face to face with Him – the only Truth? He teaches that He alone is real and that we must live for Him and Him alone, Him whom we can never really afford to lose at any time. Is it a wonder then that Kunti, mother of the Pandavas, prayed to Sri Krishna for difficulties? She knew she could attain Krishna only by remembering Him when beset with difficulties. Blessed are we, when God, in His mercy, sends us calamities unasked, with a view to lead us to Him. He is indeed kindness and love.

We may live for thousands of years, for the matter of that we may live thousands of lives, and obtain whatever we desire of the world; but never shall we be happy as long as our hunger for earthly things persists. Complete repose once for all, on the bosom of the infinite God, can alone grant us the true and everlasting peace, freedom and joy.

So Ramdas prays to you, beloved mother, give up your unreasonable sorrow by turning your mind to the Divine Master of our being and of the universe. Serve Him in all humility, in any sphere of activity in which He might place you. Don’t be crushed down by grief which is unreal and false; rise superior to it.

Make God –call Him by any name you like– the goal and purpose of your existence. Nothing short of this is worth any the least consideration and thought, O mother. Why throw away a precious life? Dedicate it to God and His service as Mirabai did. Love Him in all. Serve Him in all. And make yourself blessed, pure and peaceful. May God bless you!

Now a word about Bhakti obtaining in these days. Some of us cling only to the dead forms of it, simply because they are handed down to us by our forefathers, without understanding their right significance. When we perform worship according to these forms, we either do not know why we do it, or are actuated by the desire to obtain some worldly object. This kind of Bhakti can bring us no solace in our moments of grief. Real peace can be ours only when we have offered ourselves up entirely to God, and then do everything for His sake and pray to Him constantly for nothing but,
“To lead us from the unreal to the real;
From darkness to light,
And from death to immortality.”

God is kind. He teaches us through our experience that desires are our enemies and sense-objects are wombs of misery. Still we crave for them and suffer. Whose fault? Ours only. Why then blame God? We want lasting happiness by the enjoyment of things which are in their very nature incapable of yielding us such happiness!

God is patiently waiting for His children to turn to Him with a longing to be with Him only. When we do so, He at once takes us in His arms and blesses us with immortal happiness, a happiness not dependent upon perishable objects but upon Him – who ever dwells in our hearts – the eternal Reality. True Bhakti is, therefore, Nishkama Bhakti; any other form of it, however faithfully practised, cannot save us.

Truly, Pitaji is a pure saint. When you write to him next, kindly convey to him Ramdas’ love and Namaskars.

Love to you and all there,

Your child,

Ramdas 2-2-1929

P.S. Mother Rukmabai is in the Ashram and sends you her love and Namaskars.

[p. 82-85*]

*From Letters of Swami Ramdas,Volume 1
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What if. Take it all.

30 Tuesday Mar 2021

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Christ Jesus, Laura Story, Mac Powell, Sacred darkness

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Die schimpfende Stimme in dir — Naturheilpraxis Esslingen

29 Monday Mar 2021

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Susanne Bosch

Die schimpfende Stimme in dir schimpft oft den ganzen Tag. Mal leise in deinen Gedanken, mal laut mit deiner Nachbarin am Gartenzaun. Mal schimpft sie über dich selbst, mal schimpft sie auf deinen Chef, dann über die PolitikerInnen und dann über das Wetter. Die schimpfende Stimme in dir lebt vom Angriff und hat Angst, angegriffen…

Die schimpfende Stimme in dir — Naturheilpraxis Esslingen

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28 Sunday Mar 2021

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Ich bete auch mit unserem liebsten Rolf heute.

Jeder Tag ein neuer Geburtstag!

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Love fuels the heart towards its destiny

27 Saturday Mar 2021

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George Wahl, Self-union, Sufis

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The symbol of the Sufi Movement is a heart with wings. It explains that the heart is between soul and body, a medium between spirit and matter. When the soul is covered by a heart which has a love for matter, it is naturally attracted to matter. When the soul is covered by a heart which has a love of God, it is naturally attracted to God. As it is said, where your treasure is, there your heart will also be.

The heart has the capacity to fill our souls with nothing but loving kindness.

The heart has the capacity to discern the difference between the dysfunctional mind and the heart centeredness within the self and within others.

This capacity to deeply see from the heart allows our true selves to love all beings no matter what their deluded selves have done or said. The heart sees past the deluded…

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“I am not this or that” is only the beginning

21 Sunday Mar 2021

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Atmananda Krishna Menon, Nisargadatta Maharaj, Rupert Spira, SATSANGS/RETREATS, Self-union

The seeker is he who is in search of himself. Give up all questions except one: ‘Who am I?’ After all, the only fact you are sure of is that you are. The ‘I am’ is certain. The ‘I am this’ is not. Strive to find out what you are in reality. To know what you are, you must first investigate and know what you are not. Discover all that you are not: body, feelings, thoughts, time, space, this or that. Nothing, concrete or abstract, which you perceive can be you. The very act of perceiving shows that you are not what you perceive. The clearer you understand on the level of mind you can be described in negative terms only, the quicker will you come to the end of your search and realise that you are the limitless being.

Nisargadatta Maharaj

🙏

Hi Rupert!

Hi!

I had an experience this morning, actually before the morning meditation, as I was sitting quietly and I was thinking about the day and I suddenly realized I was thinking. And I realized that the thought I was having, the perspective, the person I thought myself to be, was… simply… the thought that I was having. I was mistaking myself for that thought. And then I realized that that applies to every thought. The person I think I am, the life I think I’ve had, this body, mind, and everything, boils down to just… a thought.
And it blew me away.
…

Did you have a question about it?

I suppose I don’t have a particular question… Just… as a realization…

Yeah. OK.

… that all I think is merely a thought.

Yes.

And a thought in consciousness; not “my” consciousness…

Yes. OK.

… but a thought in consciousness of which I am conscious.

Yes. So if you understand that what you previously considered yourself to be is just a thought about your self, but is not your self… Then, who are you?
Because it’s not enough to discover what you are not – although that is a very good and necessary first step. It’s necessary to discover what you are.
So having discovered I am not a thought… What are you?

I am the awareness that realized I was thinking.

Tell us about that.

It’s the presence that is always here…

Yes, but I meant… ahm… Tell us about its qualities; its nature. Don’t describe it; try to tell us about its nature. Which is another way of saying, tell us about the nature of your self. You have discovered, that this is who you essentially are.
So the first step is to discover what I am not,
the second step is to discover what I am,
and the third step is to discover the nature of what I am.
So, having discovered I am awareness, tell us about the nature of the awareness that you know yourself to be.

Always available…

Yes.

Open…

Yes.

Accepting… Warm, compassionate…

Can it be disturbed?

Awareness cannot be disturbed. No.

Do you, Awareness, lack anything?

No.

So, all that is necessary, having recognized this, is to stabilize this in your felt understanding, so that it is not a brief glimpse of yourself, but is your stable, felt understanding of your self. And to live the implications of this recognition in all aspects of your life. [Pauses looking smilingly at the man.] That’s a lifelong task for you.

I’m up for it! Thank you!

When the journey to God ends, the journey in God begins.

🙏

[Another man in the audience raises his hand, the microphone is given to him.]
Hi there. My question is, how does transcendence, transcending a particular separate self, interact with desire; desires of the most superficial nature and all the way to the most universal desires. What is the relationship of walking above it and desiring good for the world?

[Stretches his hand to return the microphone, Rupert intervenes]
Just keep the mike; just for a moment.

Ahm, your vision of transcendence is that awareness is somehow above and beyond experience. It is not. It is within and prior to, experience. You don’t have to escape from experience in order to access your true nature. You have to go deeply into the heart of experience; find out what is the source from which your experience rises. And so it’s not a movement of transcendence, it’s a movement of going deeply into your self. Inwards, or selfwards, or backwards. When I say backwards, I mean away from the objects that you are aware of, into the very essence of your self, the source of your experience which is aware of these objects. So it’s an inward movement, it’s not an escape from experience.

And then having touched that in yourself, investigated its qualities, its nature, just as we discussed in the previous conversation, and then you allowed that felt understanding to inform, first of all your thoughts and your feelings, and subsequently your activities and relationships –most people, when they go back, when they go to what they call themselves, they don’t go all the way back to their essential irreducible self; they just go to this self made out of thoughts and feelings, the apparently separate self, and having only gone that far, most people’s thoughts and feelings express that self, are informed by that self, and their subsequent activities and relationships are an expression of that sense of one’s self– so here we have to go further back, not just to this bundle of thoughts and feelings called “myself”. We go through the bundle of thoughts and feelings, to that which is prior to them: our essential irreducible being. And then we allow our thoughts and feelings to be informed by that felt understanding, and then subsequently our activities and relationships express those thoughts and feelings.

So it’s not that we cease having desires, it’s rather that our desires no longer express the fears, the neuroses, the frustrations, the sense of lack that is inherent in the separate self. But our desires come directly from the fullness of our essential irreducible being. And our desires as such are the means by which our essential being is brought out into the world of activities and relationships.

Thank you.

🙏

Hi Rupert!

Hi Katy.

What I kind of… I’m curious about and I also feel like it would be useful for… at least myself, and perhaps many others… Just curious: What is your –if you could share, if you would mind sharing– what are you finding as a spiritual challenge for yourself, and…

What do I find…?

Pardon me?

What do I find as a spiritual…

… challenge in your life, and if you don’t mind sharing the process you undergo, or anything you would like sharing, as I feel like that kind of helps put into concrete terms and… I don’t know, might provide some insights that we could utilize.

The challenge is to continually surrender one’s mind and one’s body to this presence of awareness, or, in religious language, to God’s presence, and allow one’s thoughts and feelings, and activities and relationships to be more and more deeply informed by this felt understanding.
So, I am in the midst of that process, and I hope I always will be, just like everybody else is. And so it’s this… this… this understanding is tailored to every single situation. At the moment, this understanding is being tailored to your question. When I leave here, I make it a message for my son, on my voice mail. I will then tailor my felt understanding to whatever situation is presented.
And it’s just a moment-by-moment response to whatever presents itself in my life, from the place of this felt understanding. And if there is… If something in my life triggers a residue of belief or –more importantly– feeling of the separate self, rather than responding in that moment from the separate self, the challenge then is to pause, trace my way back to my essential self, reassert my feeling understanding of myself as that, and then turn outwards again and respond to the situation.

Thank you.

🙏

Thanks. My question relates to the status of awareness in deep sleep. And, if you’d be so kind, could you try to describe the difference between your experience in waking state and your own experience in deep sleep.

Well the waking state is awareness in presence of objects, deep sleep is awareness in the absence of objects. As regards the status of awareness in deep sleep; the status of awareness is always the same; ever present, without limits, inherently peaceful, and unconditionally fulfilled. The status of awareness doesn’t change with the fluctuating states of mind.

And so because of the absence of objects in deep sleep, there is nothing to codify into memory to come back from deep sleep and say, “Aha, this was my experience in deep sleep”…

[Rupert inhales deeply, smilingly preparing to reply]

… so you’re saying it’s not an absence of awareness; it’s just an absence of something to bring back from that state?

Yes, deep sleep is not the absence of awareness, it is the awareness…

No, no. Absence of objects.

Deep sleep is not the absence of awareness; it is the awareness of absence.

[Man thinks about it for a while]
Hehehe… It’s highly not descriptive… Hehe…

When your companion, or a friend, asks you in the morning,
“Did you sleep well?” you either say yes or no.
If you say no, it meant that you were not sleeping.
But if you say yes, it means that you slept well.
Do you ever answer the question “Did you sleep well?” with the answer “I don’t know”? Does anyone here ever answer “I don’t know” when they were asked “How did you sleep?”? No. You answer either yes or no.

So you must have some… It’s a non-objective memory… There is some residue of what you experienced during deep sleep, remains over in the waking state.

Now. You’re quite right; it’s not a memory of something that took place at a certain time which is now no longer taking place. Because all that was present in deep sleep, was the presence of awareness. And awareness having no objective qualities, cannot be remembered.

However, the awareness that is present in deep sleep –that awareness that is present all alone in deep sleep– is the same awareness that is present in the morning when your companion asks you the question. “Did you sleep well?” So although the mind thinks that it refers to a period of deep sleep when it answers yes, what the mind actually refers to, is the presence of awareness that is present now. So the mind that answers yes, is a mind that is still transparent to the presence of awareness; the activities of the day have not yet risen sufficiently to obscure the presence of awareness.

So that is why, when we wake in the morning, if we have slept deeply, we still feel bathed with the peace of deep sleep. That peace is not a memory of something that happened three hours ago; it is our current experience of the peace of awareness shining through our still transparent mind.

What I compare to, is –in my own practice; I have a long-term sitting practice– in my practice it has become sort of the eradication of all form of sensation, thought and so on, and wonderful things arise out of that, but, I know that when I’m in… And it’s not really an experience per se, because all you’re doing is resting in your essential awareness, resting in your essential being and that’s the best I can do to describe it.
However, qualitatively, what the experience of that… you know, extreme stillness, and resting in that native awareness, is different from what I experience –or don’t experience– in deep sleep. And it’s just a curiosity to me, hahaha.

But any differences that you describe, are not differences in the state of awareness. They are differences in the fluctuations of your mind. So if you were to say that deep sleep is different from deep meditation, which is different from the waking state, what you are describing is the state of your mind, not the nature of awareness. Awareness is always in the same condition.
It’s like… It’s like your… Imagine your computer screen. There’s the screen, there’s your blank screensaver, and then there’s your email programme, and your iphotos, and… If you look at the iphotos, your emails, your screensaver and the screen, you’ll say these are four different states. But if, whenever the iphoto or the email or the screensaver is present, you actually go up to them, come close to them, touch them, you always find the same reality there, relatively speaking; you always find the same screen. The screen doesn’t share the limited qualities of the email, the photos, the screensaver.
So what you are describing, are the differences between the photos, the emails and the screensaver. There are differences between photos, emails and the screensaver. But there’s never a difference in the screen.
And it is not necessary to shut down all the programmes on your computer in order to recognize the nature of the screen. Because the nature of the screen is equally present during the presence of photos and emails, as it is in their absence.
Likewise, awareness is equally present during this experience, as it is during a deep depression, a moment of ecstasy, a dream of a Carribean beach, or deep sleep.
So it is not necessary to annihilate your sensations to bring your thoughts to an end, to change your perceptions. All that is necessary is, at any moment of experience, to go closely up to your experience and touch the stuff it is made of. If you do that, if you go deeply enough into experience, whatever the experience –and for this purpose a deep depression is as good as a moment of ecstasy– you will always find at its heart its reality. Inherently peaceful, unconditionally fulfilled awareness.

🙏

[Pointing indecisively at different directions in the audience]
Have you got a question? OK, sorry…
[simultaneously the next questioner goes “Sorry” too, for some reason. Both Rupert and this woman laugh.]

Ahm… OK. Ahm… [sighs] It’s a very personal q… (not a “personal”; what is “personal”?…), but I’ve noticed over the past few years that the more I become aware of the dynamics of my mind, or, ahm… let’s put it like that: The more this awareness of becoming aware of the dynamics of the mind, the more there’s this experience of suffering. But I’ve also noticed that, you know, I initially started this path many many years ago, in order to become, you know, liberated from the experience of suffering. So now even though I know whenever suffering is arising, it’s a thought that is arising and then you have the emotions surround it, I’m wondering, there’s a deep sense of… of sadness, and all the identification that I’ve… that were so solid, are… are… are not solid… are fluid, and are not permanent, and are not substantial. So it is… I’m feeling I’m stuck, and I also feel like all, you know, what I’ve studied, ahm… it doesn’t take me further; or back; or somewhere. So I’m wondering if you have any advice…

You started your question with a statement, something like “The more I am aware of the dynamics of my mind, the more I suffer”. Something like that.
Tell us about that which is aware of the dynamics of your mind.
You referred to it as “I”, so it’s another way of saying: Tell us about yourself.

I mean… there is only… –oh God, I come from a very intellectual…– but there’s only the “I” when there is the thought… There is often, you know…

No. I… Sorry to interrupt. I don’t mean… I don’t mean the “I”… the separate “I”, the separate self, that as you’ve understood is made out of thoughts. You said, “The more I am aware of the dynamics of my mind”, and then you rephrased it, “The more there is awareness of the dynamics of my mind”. So let’s take… –do you have a Buddhist background?–

Yeah.

OK. Let’s take “I” out of the equation, because Buddhists don’t like the word “I”, understandably. I use the word “I” in a different way, but if you have a Buddhist background, let’s take this obstacle out of the equation.
You said, “The more there is awareness of the dynamics of my mind, the more suffering there is”. So tell us about the awareness that is aware of the dynamics of your mind.

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It’s really hard for me to sink into it and not go into the… into the intellectual part of…

No. But… but that’s very good. I asked you the question not because I want the verbal answer, but because I want you to go there. If I were to ask you, “Tell us about the sensation at the soles of your feet”, before you tell us anything about it, you would have to go there, with your attention.
So when I ask you, “Tell us about the awareness that is aware of the dynamics of your mind”, I want you to go there. I don’t really want you to describe it. So I like your silent answer.

M-hm.

Because that silent answer is the answer to your question.

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But there’s still a lot of suffering.

Tell us about whatever it is that is aware of it.

So even knowing that, and even maybe having a glimpse into that, and even having an inspired experience of that…

No. But you are not someone who can have a glimpse or experience of that.
There is no “you” apart from awareness that can have a glimpse of awareness.
You ARE awareness.

You mean, even understanding that…

When you… When you… It’s like…
Visualize awareness as a self-aware screen;
not like a TV screen that is being watched by somebody sitting on the sofa,
but this is a magical TV screen that has the ability to watch the movie that is playing on it. So, experience is like a movie playing on the screen of awareness, made of the screen of awareness, and just as the movie could be said to be the activity of the screen, so all of experience –that’s all thinking, sensing and perceiving– is the activity of awareness.

Now. Awareness loses itself in its own activity, and thus seems to veil itself from itself with its own activity. The essence of meditation, or the essence of prayer,
is this return of awareness to itself. Awareness cannot be known by anything other than itself. It is “I”, awareness, that knows that I am aware. And the screen of awareness does not share the limits of any of the objects that seem to appear upon it or within it.

So if you want relief from your suffering, if you look for relief from your suffering in the objects of experience –activities… states of mind… relationships… non-dual teachings… non-dual teachers…– however fine the objects of experience in which you seek relief may be, you will always be disappointed.

If you want relief from your suffering, you will have to go back, deeply into yourself, to find that place that is inherently free of suffering.

It’s true that through force of habit, the old activities of thinking and feeling may come back very swiftly and eclipse awareness’s knowledge of itself, and in that sense you may say, “I only get brief glimpses of it”; what you’re really saying is “I, awareness, only get brief glimpses of myself before I lose myself again in my own creativity”.

So that’s fine; if you lose yourself again –in thinking, feeling, acting, relating– just come back to yourself. Just touch yourself again and taste yourself; come back to yourself. Then, through force of habit, you lose yourself in experience again, you just come back to yourself. And every time you come back to yourself, you erase the old habit of losing yourself in experience. The old habit will continue to arise –for some time, because we have all been rehearsing it for decades– but every time we come back to ourselves, we erode that habit. And we find that it takes us less and less time to return to ourselves, and in time fewer and fewer experiences have the capacity to take us away from our self.

This is why when Atmananda Krishna Menon was asked,
“What are the best circumstances for spiritual practice?”,
he said,
“The police force or the military”. [Low laughter in the audience]
What he meant was:
If you put yourself in extremely intense circumstances, and in those circumstances you are still able to trace your way back to your essential, inherently peaceful self, and stand there, rest there, be that, whilst still responding to your circumstances; if you can make it in those circumstances, you will be able to make it anywhere.
So, that is obviously an intense sadhana, and most of us retreat; it’s not retreat, but a retreat setting, such as this, provided because they are, relatively speaking, benign and peaceful circumstances, so we are not having to struggle with our experience; it is relatively easy to go back to our self.

But then when we take this understanding out into the world again, into our activities, relationships et cetera, then the temptation to lose ourselves again in experience becomes higher and higher.
But the more we go back to ourselves, the more we find that fewer and fewer experiences have this capacity to take us away from our self. In other words, we begin to become established in the peace of our true nature.

Thank you.

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Rupert Spira transcribed by Leon Hieros

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Charles Anthony Silvestri, Drake University Chamber Choir, Elaine Hagenberg, Luther College Nordic Choir

The towering tree spreads his greening canopy
–A veil between the soil and sky–
Not in selfish vanity,
But the gentle thrush to shade and shelter.
So it is with love.

For when we love,
Simply love,
Even as we are loved,
Our weary world can be transformed.

The busy thrush builds her nest below
–A fortnight’s work to weave and set–
Not for herself alone,
But her tender brood to shield and cherish.
And so it is with love.

For when we love,
Simply love,
Even as we are loved,
Our weary world can be transformed
Into the Kingdom of God!

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