Thank you dearest James
Zum Gefangenen dessen, was man nicht will, wird man in all jenen Momenten, in denen man sich beständig selbst daran erinnert, was man alles nicht will.
Wird mein Denken den überwiegenden Teil des Tages von jenem bestimmt, was ich nicht will und manchmal gar auch noch der Beginn der Nacht, beansprucht das Ungewollte viel Raum in meinem Leben. Dies führt zwangsläufig zu der Gefangenschaft des Geistes in einer denkkarmischen Schleife. Und immer wieder wird das Ungewollte neu bedacht, um willentlich eine Änderung zu erzwingen. Wo man mittels zwanghaftem Bedenken Veränderung und Sicherheit erzwingen will, verbirgt sich jedoch bereits im Ansatz die Saat für Unglück. Zwang ist Gewalt, die zum Bumerang wird. Denn folgt man dem Weltbild – das alles Eins und miteinander verbunden ist, tut man sich selbst den Zwang an. Alles kehrt zum Absender, zum Erfinder und Besorger zurück, da man nur bekommen kann, was man gibt, und…
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“from innocence to delusion and back again and beyond”
as I wander through the graveyard of egoes
head stones disappear into the horizon by the millions
egoes all laid to rest
some hardened in battle
some hardened with great wealth and possessions
some hardened with abuse both given with emotion and received emotion
some hardened with great addiction and attachments
some hardened by great fear, anxiety and resistance
all tainted with the bloodstains of separation
still chained to their silenced yet aching soiled and bruised souls
yet the life blood of the ego evaporates back to the jinns who seeded the thoughts and feelings to which these beings unknowingly attached
the only hope of these lost souls is for those who may one day enter this place of lament to unfetter their chains with the wisdom and grace of loving compassion
yet so few enter the narrow opening in the rusted gate in their earthly lifetime to release these…
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There is another dimension within you,
for which the birth has not happened,
nor will the death happen to it.
Only if you touch that dimension,
you have something called as a future.
Otherwise, you have just karma.
Karma means, you are repeating your past as future. You may be changing the colour, you may be changing the style of how you do it, but still the same stuff, nothing different. Same stuff; what the caveman was doing, you are still doing the same stuff. Style and capability might have changed, but it’s the same stuff. Isn’t it so?
This is like anchor. This is an anchor; you throw in an anchor, and you’re trying to move your boat. At the most, it can only go in circles, isn’t it?
So we’re trying to pull in the anchor, or cut the rope which holds us to the anchor, so that next time we power, it will go away.
So the whole spiritual sadhana is based on this, that you want to become free.
Free does not mean you have to forget, but you have to become free from the memory which rules you, and the memory is not just in your mind; every cell in your body carries memory. This much is very clear to us, through genetic science and other things, you are carrying the memory of your forefathers, and you’re still behaving like them. You’re still having a nose like them; look at this; unless you had a nose job done recently. Yes?
There are many many symbols, or there are many many aspects in the body, which clearly say that the memory of these eighty-four Creations are still there in your body. It is there in every atom in the Existence.
So what you’re trying to cleanse is, you want to cleanse it from the memory, because this memory binds you. This memory gives you a sense of belonging, at the same time this memory binds you; it doesn’t let you go.
So when you do sadhana, you are trying to cut everything, because without cutting that, without cutting your anchor, you’re not going to move ahead.
So, “Why this memory is holding me back?”
It is that memory which has given integrity and stability to your body and the structure of who you are right now. Without that, without this memory, this body couldn’t be created. Without the memory of a single-celled animal being within you, without all that information being carried through the evolutionary process and you sitting here, without that memory, this body cannot be structured and held together.
So memory is not your enemy;
it is just that you don’t know how to hold it.
You are into it, that’s the problem. You are into it.
Now, you want to get out of it,
you want to make use of the memory,
but you don’t want to be used by your memory.
That is spiritual sadhana.
You want to have a future,
which is different from your past.
On all our intertwining karmic paths,
showers of blessings of
Channeled through Natalie Glasson – Original Source: Sacred School of OmNa
I AM a gift to myself and in the world,
I AM a channel of myself and in the world,
As myself I AM all that is the Creator,
All that is the Creator flows through me,
I AM a gift, a channel, and the flow of the Creator,
I invite all aspects of my cells and energy to hear me now,
This confirmation is directed into the depths of my being for awakening, rather than into the world around me for all to see and hear,
I Am as I Am, a reflection and expression of the Creator and all who express the Creator.
Please accept my invocation and awakening confirmation, designed to focus your energies deep within your being, so you may seek your truth and the beauty…
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